You better watch where you spit / Julia Eff.

"Depression's a bitch. A chronicle of sinking and drowning and trying to claw your way out; a story of misshapen ribs, demolitions, back roads, hidden crevasses, shitty people, hopes/dreams/nightmares/insecurity that reads like a grindcore album and a car crash. Sometimes my mental illness feels like a cave that's collapsing on me and sometimes it feels like a lucid dream and the rest of the time I just try to ignore it and live my life so people will love me. This is what it’s like when I can’t ignore it anymore. Somewhere, in there, there is hope and fight and together we might find it."--From zinester.